|little wolves think of you
||[Dec. 17th, 2008|02:20 am]
but what am i supposed to say here? I'm terrified and overwhelmed and trying not to go to sleep so I don't have to think about it? i feel drained but full of energy, fear and i don't know. the worst part is that there is happiness in there too, but it's mixed with all the sadness and confusion and i have trouble pulling it apart. i am afraid, yes. and tired. and then totally captivated and in Like or whatever in total romance and good feeling that makes me want to skip. but it is hard, it is mixed with all these other emotions i have and i don't have time to sort them out. i can't slow down. it's the homestretch and i don't get a reprieve. fuck.
we are all going to die. and we can't stop it. i miss you already, but i am just very tired.